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I don't want to remember any of the men that pierced my heart.
I don't want to feel the love that has passed through all these hearts.
I want to not feel you and him and that one.
I want to erase any little memory of pain
of love
of hope
of dreams
and lust.
not feeling is surviving.
not feeling is better for the longevity of life.
being without any feelings will keep me on the right track.